Have it occurred to you that one day you just sit and have a time wondering what is this life all about, what is going on, and more important question is what am I here for, but still find it difficult to get the answer that make you please. You keep searching for the answer but you don’t even know where to begin with or how. Lots of people giving up looking for the answer and walk in under other people’s shadow. Wasting their most valuable asset (time) doing anything like most drifter do without having direction and destination. Until their time has come and realize how pity that they waste their life for nothing… And all they have done is merely survival skill to continue to keep alive.. becoming a drifter...
This case was never been to me until now.. I used to have a clear vision about my goal. It just like that I always know what to do, what to achieve and what things that can make me please. And funny thing is I used to feel sorry to those who drift through their life. Those whom throughout their life are so caught up with the present moment that they seem incapable of seeing the consequences of their action… I always thought that their drifting will finally took them in a very specific direction: destruction… but maybe most of them are well sufficient in financial or leaning on their family wealth so they don’t need to be that thoughtful… anyway, suddenly, somehow I became one of them. It is not that I lost or forgot my purpose but I just don’t have any desire toward it anymore… where is my compassion and commitment? Where do they go? No, oh no I don’t want to be like this … it feel so empty so clueless… bored and confused!!!…
You know recently I think to myself that maybe… just maybe… that life is really have no purpose after all… it just happened like that... could be by accident or by the snap of God finger, but it doesn't really matter anyway... I dont think that our life is suddenly changing after you know it, isnt it?? maybe those whom drifting were right.. and I was the foolish that always tried to dig to find a treasure that never been exist …
well in this meaningless life, I know you knew, there will be a time when you felt bored and confused.. but sometimes or somewhere or somehow you can experience or find something interesting to do while you are still alive.. like I experienced my first kiss, roller coaster ride, or like I found this blog to share and like I found you, my friend… :)
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