Charles Kurniawan

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What should I do when  face same problem I had before?

Should I act the same or differently?
is it just to the past when you do differently?

what make it different?

Is it because the condition is different, that I have vow and deeper commitment now than before?

But is it actually worth it?

That for this commitment I let the disgrace to those I once loved the most.

Is it still worth the sacrifice? That I become a man of my word but lose my heart...

Of course,those who broke promise or escape from his commitment are called TRASH...
But...
Those who abandoned the one they loved because a promise EVEN WORSE TRASH...

What should I do?

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Every person has priorities in their life. Making decision, choosing a lifestyle, and even reacting to stimulus are mostly based on their own priority. Priorities could show what their trully love are..

Freedom and family.. they were once on my top list of priorities.. more than anything else, even God... and those are what I actually love the most...

My family.. my parents.. they priorities family value and money..
I might not agree with what they value the most.. But all I can do is to tell them with what I think is right and whatever the result, I will support them anyway... Since they are what I value the most...

Family value and money is not only what they love.. but its become to what they proud of.. its their achievement.. its their identity, and dignity..

I guess it happened to every person.. Their priorities are making them who or what they are...